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Nous nous étions ensuite retrouvées lors d'une Jesus Party, ces soirées se déroulant au sein d'églises désaffectées. Il y avait quelque chose de très beau chez elle, probablement surligné par le lieu irréel, la musique (Love You Gotta Lose Again était encore l’hymne des soirées branchouilles) et les diverses consommations à la licéité douteuse. Métisse born and raised in Berlin, elle racontait sa passion pour les voyages, tout particulièrement l’Asie et l'Afrique. Elle racontait son profond attachement à sa ville natale. Et elle racontait ses photos. Malgré la qualité diminuée de l’image smartphone, ses "women with dogs" nous avaient profondément touchées. Une féminité forte et étrange, accompagnée d'une pointe d’inexplicable évanescence. Un peu comme elle. A l'instar de beaucoup de nos connaissances berlinoises féminines, il est difficile d'entretenir des relations soutenues avec Sutida; encore une fois, une pointe d’évanescence inexplicable, allez savoir pourquoi. Mais nous avons fini par obtenir cette mini interview; l'occasion de vous présenter le travail de cette étonnante Berlinerin.
When did you start photographing?
2008. Well, let me think… Yes, 2008. I started
my make-up artist activities in 2011 while I was studying in a communication
and design school. I’ve pretty much always been into images, and photography
courses were definitely the best ones I had, the ones I was the most found of.
So at the beginning it was more something like a hobby. What
pushed you to go deeper into it?
Without hesitation one of my teachers, James
Higger. He used to work for Disney, got a lot of experiences, and has a very
strong and impressive professional background. A very interesting man; and genuinely
interested too. He was very American.
Very American? I can think of a lot of ways in
which one can be “very American”, some more flattering than others… What do you
mean by that?
You know, “pushy in an American way” if I might
say. Like, very enthusiastic about my work, very “woooow”, “it’s wonderful”,
“a-m-a-z-i-n-g”, very encouraging. It’s not something I was used to receive
(maybe because I’m European, or German), so at the beginning I thought he was just weird. But in the end… It was very motivating. At first I was like “yeah,
right, we’ll see”… But then, I guess he made me see my work in another way.
Maybe his vision was refreshing. Making photos has always made me very happy,
so why not continuing on a professional level? I love faces, and there will be
always beautiful faces to photograph.
Why faces?
I don’t know really, so many things are
expressed by a face… There is the obvious, then the less obvious, the hidden,
and finally what you project in it. I love when a face allows me to unleash my own
fantasies. It might sound a bit self-centered, but still. I love having an idea
and just, boom, let it out and make it real. The make-up is a very big part of
it obviously. It still surprises me how magical make-up can be… It allows you to
recreate a face permanently. Quite amazing…
How do you work? What is your process?
My process? Wow, let me think… Funny how hard
it can be to put words on this… I mean, I make it almost every day, but still!
I guess I kind of have a big concept to start with, even though it’s something quite
untold. Like “feminity”, “strength”… Reading magazines is a a big part of the
inspiration process too. To be honest, it comes a lot along with the location as well:
romantic, minimalistic… It’s really a balanced mix between the location and the
model I shoot. The model is really important because I love to work on close
shots. But I’m willing to shoot more and more outside, there’s always so many
unpredictable things happening, the shooting can turn into something very
different from what it was supposed to be… I like this uncertainty.
How do you choose your models?
Mostly because I know them. And sometimes I see
a woman in the street and her face inspires me, so I just ask her. I like to
look at them in streets… I’m looking for something like… I don’ know… The
aura. It’s first the face, then the
aura, the way she walks the street. It’s a general “wooow”, you see? It has
something to do with the location again… Everything just fits together, the
person, the space, the face… They all together open a great field to my imagination.
How do you work with them?
If I know them, I try to work on their
attitude. I don’t really like obvious posing. I start by making some tests,
tell them to close their eyes, to relax as much as possible, to focus on their
breathing, or on the way they sit. I start to shoot while they are doing this,
so the camera becomes something absolutely familiar, until it doesn’t exist anymore.
What about make-up?
It’s quite a contradiction, I know, because I
said before how important make-up was to me, that is was the medium to release
the magic. But at the same time, I love natural women. It’s not so much about
adding or correcting something – who am I to do this -, it’s about focusing and
magnifying what’s already there. It’s funny to “compromise” the role they’re
playing. It really depends on the person as well; some are very extravagant and
very happy to look completely different. I guess it helps them unleashing
another part of their personality, a part they have difficulties to be in
contact with, or a part they don’t even know was there. Physical
transformations are a good way to discover yourself. But mainly make-up is a
way to make you feel confident about yourself. Embrace this multiplicity which
is “you”, that’s what I’m looking for.
Do you have any inspirations?
Hum, I don’t know… I won’t sound very
extraordinary, but Newton. There’s a great museum about him in Berlin.
Women occupy a huge place in your work? What is
“feminité” to you? How would you describe your work?
I like seeing the inside of a picture,
something a bit surrealist, like an endless optical illusion. I like
sensitivity under - or over, actually – strength. You know women have their
skin, and there is the inside. I like to see a very strong woman on the outside
and then discover the complexity of the inside. It actually retranslates itself
physically. My goal is for it to appear on the picture. I like to seek the
weaknesses, it builds up the strength. Sexiness without depth, weakness, craziness or fun is quite boring, don’t you think? It’s quite linear. I like to take
risks. I like the models I work with to take some as well.
Any particular projects you’re working on?
I can’t tell a lot right now because I’m not
supposed to talk about it… It involves other people… But mainly keep on doing
what I like, meeting these wonderful people that give the fuel that I need to
create. More concretely, I’ve done the cover shoot of Proud magazine and we
should have new collaborations coming on.
In all the series you’ve made, do you have a
favorite?
Let me think… I’d definitely say the woman with
the dog.
Why?
Because to me, those women represent everything
which is powerful, strong. They actually don’t need a dog. But in the same time,
I wouldn’t say that the dogs are accessories, they really are part of the
picture; they are just not needed. They are wanted. The women and the dogs do
not depend on each others, but they empowered themselves and protect each
others. I don’t know… It was a really nice and surprising shooting, and I really
like what came out of it.
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